They told us it was warfare
We were fighting for our lives
They said we could be delivered
If we learned to say goodbye
I was scared of every enemy
They told us to defeat
But the one that finally took her down
They were all holding the leash
And I can still hear her say
Please don't let me fade away
They told us not to feed the flesh
And we took it literally
We made our wrists raw with rubber bands
'Cause that's how they taught us to heal
We took the name of God in vain
Every time we said we were fine
They called her surrender progress
Every time she stopped eating
I
I used to think I'd end up the same
But they left one girl off that bus that day
And that's why I'm here to say
Please don't let her fade away
And I can still hear her say
Please don't let me fade away
They told us it was warfare
We were fighting for our lives
They said we could be delivered
If we learned to say goodbye
And every empty bed is evidence
Of how they preyed on us
And it's a long ride home
When one less person gets on the bus
But I survived
And they won't take that away
And as long as I'm alive
She'll never fade away
And I can still hear her say
Please don't let me fade away
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A memorial. For a girl who didn't make it home from a place they called healing — and for everyone who rode the long bus home without her. The ones holding the leash called it deliverance. I call it what it was. As long as I'm singing, she'll never fade away.